We've just had our first full run through. WOO HOO!!! *jumps for joy*

Everybody you were all fantastic. Just watching and being in the run through made me feel so amazing. This is the excitement that should be felt when acting. Techies, ie josh and bec, don't worry about today if you think it was that bad because it's the first time we've done it so seriously, don't beat yourselves up.

Everyone did so well but I'd like to single out a few. My "family". Holly, Daniel, Jenna and Madeline, your monolgues and etc in the second the act was, I hate to use the expression, but it was omg and so good. I sat there with my heart in my throat. But thats a credit to everyone too. If thats the passion we can create that kind of feeling in somone who has been a part of this production throughout, whats going to happen to our audience?

And now for stuff on my character development. I know I'm not there and never will be, which is why characters are always finding new ways and evolving, but when I did my monolgue today I honestly almost cried. It seriously feels that I'm talking about Jenna as if she was my own sister, which shows how much I feel like we are a real family which I hope on the night can bring out real anger and real tears. I came off shaking and I loved it.

You guys we are noww even closer. Think how good we are going to be wednesday thursday and friday. This is our production, our baby. We rock. Lets do it.